okay.... where do i start? the verse up there? totally relevent to wat's been goin on in my life i guess. i dunno.. right now i feel like i'm in a ditch... not a lot of things seem to be going right... *sigh* not cool... uber-uncool (as mitchells ppl would say). so... i dunno what to say? school's getting extremely hectic... so many things to do, so little time, and even though i'm trying to pace myself i find that all my spare time is spent either sketching something or typing something or printing something or mounting sumthing. then again, i kinda shoulda expected it right??? i mean even before getting into the program all i heard frum ppl was "good luck! u'll never sleep again" and things like that. and to add to that, struggles with temptation, trust, and commitment are putting certain relationships on the rocks... and well that'z not too cool either.
argh.... don't know what to do. still have a paper to write and a folder to make for a box... and some sketches to do... *sigh* will i really never be able to sleep again?? oh my... and i gotta get some projects started and stuff or else i'll be mad behind... and i still got work to worry about and fellowship... BLEARGH... why must life be so complicated...
okay... i'm not really accomplishing anything other than just purely venting, which must not make that great of an impression here on the web... so maybe i'll just sit myself down... and just talk to God for a bit... and not just talk ... but really talk to God.... i think i need a bit of guidance and wisdom and probably a dose or two of grace and mercy... oh my... and a ton of that agape love. i think i'm at the point where i need that kick in the butt to really get closer to God... to go deeper with Him again. like i do my devos and stuff on the bus or before class, but aside from that i don't really spend that much time talking to Him anymore... THAT might explain why life doesn't seem right these dayz... =P
anywayz.. tmw'z yom kippur... and even tho i'm not jewish... i'm praisin God for the extra day to do work and what not... =/